Alphabets and Words Dance Inside my Head

i cut myself open and watch it bleed

each beat of my heart made it shed even more
continuously painful it was until no pain i can sore

i was caught up in the moment of both joy and agony
it had me tranquilized so strong like a soothing melody

as i thought i was holding at peace
instead i drag myself falling into an abyss

dead but not departed, alive but not living
now i'm left with this dreadful wounds
try to close my eyes as i'm slowly dying

-AHK-