Alphabets and Words Dance Inside my Head

i'm talking about the movie... starred by mel gibson and helen hunt
ceritanya tentang laki2 yg bisa baca pikiran wanita, what to do and don't, what she wants and how she wants it..
you know that kind of stuff...
so like any other normal guy, when you have capabilities like that... you take advantage of it... i mean it's not like it's a crime
besides the woman enjoys it...

so, i've been on a similar situation
yeah... it's.. well literary i can read her mind, but not in a way that i can read everything... no, i can only read pieces, but combined with what she implicitly showed me... practically i can read everything.. it's just a matter of do i wanna give it to her... and yes... i may take advantage of the situation, she has a boyfriend

it's just... being able to know exactly what she wants and being able to give it to her... i enjoy it, just to be able to see a glimpse of happiness from her face... mostly men are stupid... you know, at least that's how i've seen it... and it was started just doing it to pleased her... and eventually i'm attach to her... i know my stakes, i wasn't gonna broke what she and her boyfriend had... i was bound to be hurt...

and i... the feeling... of loving and being loved, though i'm still not sure if she feel the same way as i do though i can read it... because i was badly broken afterward...

what i'm trying to say is... reading woman minds, sometimes it's just better not to

*just like the title this only works on women, and it's not like i can read any of their mind randomly, she had to let me in 1st
*but then none of this writings make any sense at all (^__^)
*and i miss the way it feel to pampers

the breeze of the air when i'm finally there
the beauty in my sight, the hills were green and the skies were bluish white
tress were waving, leaves were flying
i can feel the fiddle of the air on my skin
and the meander road add all the excitement to complete

for a split of a second i was down for amnesia
there were no number
no digits
no rumpled thoughs in my head

it was so restful

-AHK-

* a simple two days weekend turns out to be more than i expected

To say that you do
To say that you miss
I said that you were my bliss

Was your heart ever mine
Or was it just a fake

Was i'm being played by my own foolishness
Or was i'm being blinded for my own sake

There was me
And there was you

There were laughters
There were smiles
There were few

And then everything turns blue

There were changes
Made by you

What I am
Today

-AHK-

a chat with my friend on ym got me figured it out...

it's not about finding the right one

it's about learning to trust again

yeah...

the two of them looks like the happiest people on earth :)

Suatu saat dg bercanda saya pernah berkata pada sang pria "gak ada dia koq lu brantakan gini coy"
Dan sang pria menjawab "klo gak ada dia kayaknya gw gak bisa hidup men"

Pada suatu malam saya chating dengan sang wanita dan dia menulis "Lucky im in love with ur frend ris... He treat me like i am princess... :-) ..dgn sgla keterbatasannya sll brusaha bahagiain gw.. Gw brsyukur bgt.."

I am happy for both of them... And I enjoy watching them both

Entah apa yg disebut, yg terjalin diantara mereka, sayang... Cinta... Kebahagiaan... Entah apa namanya, terserah apa namanya... Dengan melihat mereka saja saya turut menjadi bahagia

apa yg mereka berdua sedang rasakan, mungkin saya pernah merasakan, mungkin jg yg saya pernah rasakan hanyalah kebohongan... Apapun itu dulu, kini saya sudah tidak merasa sakit karenanya

Apakah saya akan bisa merasakan apa yg saat ini mereka berdua rasakan?

Insya allah, Tentu saja

*btw i'm really really proud with my friend a.k.a mr.3, you're doing a great job kiddo keep it that way*

hey you
once i knew

the curly hair girl with slanting eyes
with shrill tone that crawls to my bone

yeah you...

the girl that stole my heart
then bash it to the floor
leaving it traumatized and sore
then seconds later said sorry
just like it never happened before

no...
i'm not here to hate
nor to curse
nor to despise
nor to unleash my fury

i'm just here to admit

that i'm wounded
that you've hurt me
and that i've hated you
so much
very much

that i curse and despise
that you've succeeded
to pour the tears out of my eyes

that i'm no angel
and i'm no superman

i've been hurt
not by a punch
not by kicks
not by fists

but by a smile
from a girl
that girl is you

and for your sorry
i've forgive you

-AHK-


*had a little chat with her this afternoon on ym and find out that she's currently pregnant,wish all the best for you Wit