Fireworks



when there's no stars in the sky then turn yourself into a fireworks and go own the night


quote diatas saya yg bikin :D.... tapi inspired from a song

saya sedang keranjingan sebuah lagu *haiyah bahasanya

judul lagunya firework, penyanyi aslinya katy perry

tapi saya prefer versi yg satu ini :

Firework - Katy Perry (Boyce Avenue cover ft. David Choi on strings)


kalau menurut saya sih versi katy perry (aslinya) sama sekali gak enak
tapi yg versi boyce avenue beda banget... feelnya dapet... lirik yg optimis sama musiknya yg minimalis... blends perfectly

so this is officially one of my favorite track selain the only exception

btw beberapa cover version dari boyce avenue keren2 juga, contohnya Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars (Boyce Avenue acoustic/piano cover)
klo yg satu ini sempat membuat saya mengambil gitar... tapi namanya bukan musisi ya hancurlah hasilnya


-AHK-

Ngamen #1


bengong nunggu jumatan akhirnya nulis ini...

this writing was supposed to be attached with my previous post titled Udang Rebus

so it's not really a writing :P

anyway this is the 1st recording that i sent
Dua sejoli(Dewa 19) tenggelam version

and this is the next one
The only exception (Paramore) - ancur version

*Disclaimer : the writer which is also the singer recorded in these files shall not be held responsible on any risk either fatal or non-fatal, loss or permanent damage of hearing for those who listen to these recordings. it's all your risk :D

-AHK-

My world


ada sebuah kata yg sering dilontarkan dalam obrolan rekan2 kerja saat di ruang asap

"ah sampah", "dasar sampah", "hm... sampah!"

sampah or rubbish talks... a.k.a obrolan warung kopi

you know those omongan2 gak penting yg intinya cuma utk ngebuang waktu atau becandaan

it's kind of a joke but sometimes a little bit more satire

there's a joke that i used to throw
especially to my female friends

jokenya seringkali seperti ini...
"gw punya cita2... punya lapau nasi, buka cabang dimana2, hidup bahagia, kmana2 naik alphard.. trus poligami"

comments that i've had was like
"iiiiiihhhh", "amit2", "naudzubillah binzalik", "gak boleeeeeh!!!", "set dah","satu aja gak dapet2 pake mau poligami xixixi"
hohohoho

anyway
i've never had a comment that wonders about hal yang tersirat dari ucapan saya tersebut
i can quite understand it hence the word poligami bisa dengan mudah membuat emosi perempuan yg mendengarnya menjadi naik
jadi wajar juga kalau seringkali mereka langsung membuat interpretasi tanpa berfikir lebih lanjut
padahal the whole joke was a metaphorical thing


well that's me, sometimes saying things using my own language
which is beyond common understanding
and to be able understand them you have to enter my world... or simply just ask what i mean

-AHK-

The enchanting swallow that caught my mind


her big round eyes
her sweet smile
her cute tiny nose
her twittery voice
and that weird accent when she talks

the more i look at her
the more she consume the space in my mind
and the more jitters she put into my thoughts

i don't know if it's real
a temporary madness is more likely what i feel

it feels like something that i've felt before
that thing in my guts

what is that...
is that happiness?

-AHK-

*i'm done playing the same game
*i'm done being a 'distraction'
*keep the distance and don't do anything foolish

Running out...



Runing out of paper

running out of ink

running out of thoughts

my mind is so empty that i have no idea what to think


running out of paragraph

running out of word

it feels so cold and i got nothing to hold


running out of light

running out of air

not sure i can keep up

its just too much for me to bear


Running out of purpose

Running out of patience

It's like running blindfold and even harder with your absence


running out of happines

i'm...

running out of You

-AHK-

*1st writing in 2011

*1st writing on my new qwerty


Laut, Daratan, Awan dan Mentari



orang yg bilang bulan dan bintang itu indah pasti blum pernah melihat birunya laut, hijaunya daratan, putihnya awan dan silaunya mentari pada saat yang bersamaan, ketika semuanya berpadu... terasa begitu hangat


begitu pesawat take off saya bengong keluar jendela... kemudian terlihat empat hal tadi yg kemudian membuat saya senang hohohoho :D

minggu yg melelahkan dinas ke kupang... sebenar2nya pengabdian negara

btw a friend of mine finally hook up with someone...
dia cerita tadi, katanya anak STAN masuk 2003, junior saya itu artinya :D... from what she have told me the boy sounds like a good kid, well of course otherwise he would deserve her ^__^
semoga semua planningnya bisa berjalan lancar... Amin

while on the road to work *balik dari bandara saya terpaksa ke kantor dulu karena motor ditinggal di kantor* we chat about a couple of stuff...

salah satunya tentang Surat An nur ayat 26:
Wanita-wanita yang keji adalah untuk laki-laki yang keji dan laki-laki yang keji adalah untuk wanita-wanita yang keji (pula), dan wanita-wanita yang baik adalah untuk laki-laki yang baik dan laki-laki yang baik adalah untuk wanita-wanita yang baik (pula). Mereka (yang dituduh) itu bersih dari apa yang dituduhkan oleh mereka (yang menuduh itu). Bagi mereka ampunan dan rizki yang mulia (surga)


kebanyakan orang mendefinisikan ayat diatas dengan "orang baik dapet yg baik jg, orang jahat dapet yg jahat juga"

kalau teman saya itu mendefinisikannya "tiap orang akan seperti cermin bagi pasangannya"

saya mendefinisikannya sedikit berbeda

"tiap orang akan mendapatkan pasangan yg seimbang".... yg artinya... "jika kedua orang tadi disatukan akan tercipta keseimbangan"... agak ribet sih penjelasannya

yang intinya sih menurut saya bukan orang soleh dapetnya yg solehan atau bandit dapetnya bandit juga

tapi pasti ada sesuatu pada pasangan anda yang bisa anda ambil untuk jadi pelajaran
in a way there's got to be something in your couple that you can learn from, and that thing is what you lack off...
it works both ways, they will learn from each other
sedikit koreksi... they could learn from each other
*because there are people that just won't learn no matter how hard you try to teach them

so that's how the balance happen, learn from each other

btw ada sebuah quote
"HQ babes are for HQ men, and HQ men are for HQ babes"
*HQ=High Quality

menurut saya, it doesn't mean that if you're a HQ babes then you will get a HQ men or if you're a HQ men then you will have a HQ babes

bcoz if you do then you will find a slight arrogancy in you... and that will ruined the whole Q from you

jadi... bila ingin mendapatkan istri yg wow... jadilah laki2 yg wow
bukan laki2 yg wow pasti dapat istri yg wow

itu artinya... kalau saya mau dapat istri solehan seperti yg di sinetron2... maka saya harus jadi seperti dude herlino (~__~')
hohohoho


*bahasa saya kali ini berantakan sekali, ya wajarlah... talking about couple, relationship, etc... yang saya sama sekali tidak paham :D

Deepest condolences



uxoof: ris
AHK:?
uxoof: anaknya TJ meninggal
AHK:innalillahi
AHK:tau darimana suf?
uxoof: mo takziyah gak?
uxoof: chat room
AHK:kapan?
uxoof: sore ini
uxoof: ke RS Harkit
AHK:yuk
AHK:bareng aja

*the third line of the conversation membuat saya shock

yesterday a friend of mine baru saja terkena musibah, actually two...
it's T&T... they lost their baby

her name was Tatyana Jannati , such a beautiful name
she died when she was born

apparently they knew that there was something wrong with her while she was still in her mommy's tummy
it was a cromosom abnormality or something like that...
the doctor said that it was impossible for the baby to be born without any extraordinary interference

so the baby need blood transfusion while still inside of Tari
her blood type was O Rh-, an O Rh- donor isn't really easy to find
Alhamdulillah Teje managed to find a donor in facebook, theres a FBgroup made by groups of O Rh- people
but that wasn't the end

it turns out that the baby got some kidney problem
she took fluids from her mommy but she didn't leak any urine out
so another surgery needs to be applied to take out the urine
the side effect is it that a contraction might happened
and it did

The nurse tried so the baby can be born normally, tapi posisinya sungsang
finally a caesar surgery had to be done
the baby...
Teje look at the baby from behind a window being held by a nurse, she wasn't crying
she didn't make it...
the doctor said to Teje that there was no pulse and that she was probably died while she was still inside

her weight was 2kg and her length was about 40cm

beratnya 2kilo trus panjangnya 40cm
*while He was glancing at Tari and She was glancing at Him


Teje told all of this to me while i was visiting them as the hospital yesterday
Though he can still make jokes and laugh at that time, but i can definitely see His sadness
apalagi Tari, she looks... empty

i feel so sad for both of them, they have waited for more than 35weeks

anyway a couple of other friend also visited
one that i will mention here is Mas Zubed, nasehat yg dia berikan utk Teje adalah

Sabar, kalau sudah rejekimu engga akan kemana. nanti akan ada penggantinya. yg tabah ya Je