Alphabets and Words Dance Inside my Head

i'm about to write about one of my fascination life

bikes, fast bikes
most people would say superbike

you could notice these bikes from it's dress (red: fender,fairing), a body design that covers most of the bike

the riding positions where you got to bend over or lean forward a bit
and a roaring engine burst from it's exhaust

anyway... what i'm searching for is the sensation... when you're pushing the rpm to the red line and really hugging that tank.

when the engine just screaming like hell and the wind is pushing against me

there's just me and the bike

everything else just.... gone

that is what i'm looking for

any way my bike actually looks like these bikes... but it sure ain't feel like one

it's a knock off superbike actually
powered with a 150cc prehistoric single cylinder 2valve engine...

how fast can she run?... enough to get me to work everyday

the 1st time i saw her was like wow... painted in black, single seated with rear hugger... i mean she looks like a bitch...
but then i realized, the reason i bought her was just because the looks

her problems just builds up every single day...

i don't know if it's the bike or is it me that can't take good care of her

sometimes i just got really frustrated riding her.. that i though i need to get a replacement
i've been thinking about matic bikes, honda scoopy looks nice.

but then... there's things to do... and getting a replacement were just not possible

and then early this year... AHM Indonesia launch CBR250... is she hot or what...
with a modern sporty looks, but there's not much that stores in the engine... just a medium single cylinder 250cc DOHC injection engine... it's pricey i can tell you that... but in a reasonable way...

saingan CBR50 ini adalah kawasaki ninja250... sama2 250cc, but the ninja got two cylinder... so she has more power stores in the engine
both of these bike has the same body curve, sama2 komes(baca:dibalik)

which could be... kind of difficult for me to handle, mengingat body saya yg minimalis :P

then... early this month i've read that AHM Indonesia is also going to launch CBR250 little sister the CBR150
this is more like it, meskipun mesinnya 150cc tapi DOHC dan injeksi
and it should be more affordable than it's bigger sister
she looks sweet too...

is she gonna be the one?
entahlah...

-AHK-

pertama kali ku melihatmu
kau langsung dapat menguasai pikiranku
dan menginjeksikan kegundahan didalam hari-hariku

matamu, wajahmu, kakimu, semua hal pada tubuhmu...
seperti medan yang begitu asing namun menggugah hasratku untuk menjelajahimu

dirimu yg begitu berbeda
tak seperti yang pernah kulihat sebelumnya

ingin rasanya aku menaikimu
kemudian meremasmu dengan kencang
dan membuatmu berteriak dengan lantang

menikmati setiap jengkal dari lekuk tubuhmu
terhanyut dalam kenikmatan saat ku merebah denganmu

mungkin semua ini hanya akan berada diangan
meski kau bisa untuk aku dapatkan
namun akan begitu banyak yang harus ku korbankan

dan aku tak yakin
jikalau kau menjadi milikku
apakah aku akan sanggup untuk merawatmu


just in case u'r wondering who she is, here it is...
the sexy hot lady

isn't she's a beauty or what, especially the one dressed in candy ruby red

*sebuah obsesi yang hingga kini belum terwujudkan

-AHK-

when there's no stars in the sky then turn yourself into a fireworks and go own the night

quote diatas saya yg bikin :D.... tapi inspired from a song

saya sedang keranjingan sebuah lagu *haiyah bahasanya

judul lagunya firework, penyanyi aslinya katy perry

tapi saya prefer versi yg satu ini :

Firework - Katy Perry (Boyce Avenue cover ft. David Choi on strings)


kalau menurut saya sih versi katy perry (aslinya) sama sekali gak enak
tapi yg versi boyce avenue beda banget... feelnya dapet... lirik yg optimis sama musiknya yg minimalis... blends perfectly

so this is officially one of my favorite track selain the only exception

btw beberapa cover version dari boyce avenue keren2 juga, contohnya Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars (Boyce Avenue acoustic/piano cover)
klo yg satu ini sempat membuat saya mengambil gitar... tapi namanya bukan musisi ya hancurlah hasilnya


-AHK-

bengong nunggu jumatan akhirnya nulis ini...

this writing was supposed to be attached with my previous post titled Udang Rebus

so it's not really a writing :P

anyway this is the 1st recording that i sent
Dua sejoli(Dewa 19) tenggelam version

and this is the next one
The only exception (Paramore) - ancur version

*Disclaimer : the writer which is also the singer recorded in these files shall not be held responsible on any risk either fatal or non-fatal, loss or permanent damage of hearing for those who listen to these recordings. it's all your risk :D

-AHK-

ada sebuah kata yg sering dilontarkan dalam obrolan rekan2 kerja saat di ruang asap

"ah sampah", "dasar sampah", "hm... sampah!"

sampah or rubbish talks... a.k.a obrolan warung kopi

you know those omongan2 gak penting yg intinya cuma utk ngebuang waktu atau becandaan

it's kind of a joke but sometimes a little bit more satire

there's a joke that i used to throw
especially to my female friends

jokenya seringkali seperti ini...
"gw punya cita2... punya lapau nasi, buka cabang dimana2, hidup bahagia, kmana2 naik alphard.. trus poligami"

comments that i've had was like
"iiiiiihhhh", "amit2", "naudzubillah binzalik", "gak boleeeeeh!!!", "set dah","satu aja gak dapet2 pake mau poligami xixixi"
hohohoho

anyway
i've never had a comment that wonders about hal yang tersirat dari ucapan saya tersebut
i can quite understand it hence the word poligami bisa dengan mudah membuat emosi perempuan yg mendengarnya menjadi naik
jadi wajar juga kalau seringkali mereka langsung membuat interpretasi tanpa berfikir lebih lanjut
padahal the whole joke was a metaphorical thing


well that's me, sometimes saying things using my own language
which is beyond common understanding
and to be able understand them you have to enter my world... or simply just ask what i mean

-AHK-

her big round eyes
her sweet smile
her cute tiny nose
her twittery voice
and that weird accent when she talks

the more i look at her
the more she consume the space in my mind
and the more jitters she put into my thoughts

i don't know if it's real
a temporary madness is more likely what i feel

it feels like something that i've felt before
that thing in my guts

what is that...
is that happiness?

-AHK-

*i'm done playing the same game
*i'm done being a 'distraction'
*keep the distance and don't do anything foolish

Runing out of paper

running out of ink

running out of thoughts

my mind is so empty that i have no idea what to think


running out of paragraph

running out of word

it feels so cold and i got nothing to hold


running out of light

running out of air

not sure i can keep up

its just too much for me to bear


Running out of purpose

Running out of patience

It's like running blindfold and even harder with your absence


running out of happines

i'm...

running out of You

-AHK-

*1st writing in 2011

*1st writing on my new qwerty