Alphabets and Words Dance Inside my Head

we were so free
we were just being you and me

like two little kids that play around under the rain
you and i both...

with no burden
with no thought
that when the rain stop
it will all comes to and end

go back to where you belong
our time is up

i shall grasp the memories with me
all that's left
all that i have in my solitude

just go and don't turn back
i'm gonna be ok
becoz i know how it would end from the very first day

-AHK-

Pray for him
Sure you can
Will it do any good?
Might be not

Right now, he probably hates you down to his core
But he'll be sober one day
And pursuit life
Just like before

He'll be much more stronger
In his solitude he can contemplate
See life in a slightly different perspective
And became a man that he should've been

No worries my dear
You're just a lesson that he had to learn

Will he ever forgive you?
Surely he will
The only thing he need right now is time
Time to heal

-AHK-

i finally see your grin
you're nothing for me but a sin

just go away and fly
don't even bother to say goodbye

i can't believe that i've been fooled by your eyes
all those sweetness were just lies

i still hope that you're happy though
i'm not strong enough to hate you nor to be your foe

i've played a game
got carried away
and now i'm lost

that game is called love

-AHK-

i cut myself open and watch it bleed

each beat of my heart made it shed even more
continuously painful it was until no pain i can sore

i was caught up in the moment of both joy and agony
it had me tranquilized so strong like a soothing melody

as i thought i was holding at peace
instead i drag myself falling into an abyss

dead but not departed, alive but not living
now i'm left with this dreadful wounds
try to close my eyes as i'm slowly dying

-AHK-

if this was a fairytale than he would've take you with him so that both of you can fly to the sky

if this was a play than he would've come to you that day and take you away

if this was a novel than everyone would've been smiling in the end

if this was a dream than you're the most beautiful nightmare he had ever spent

but this is life

and all he had left for you is his prayers and wishes
may happines be with you always

-AHK-

now that you finally found the one...

keep this in mind and may it never fallen into oblivion

gazed on her like she's the last thing that you will ever see

caress her as if her skin were made of cotton candy

fight for her with every brawn in you because you know she's worth it

stay beside her through her worst, just like an oak tree that firmly stand on the ground even in the worst drought

do it right, play it right, keep her tight, and never gave up on her no matter what

-AHK-


* this note is dedicated to my friend *

When i'm walking all by myself
Sometimes I stray upon the false path
it's dark and I can't see a thing bcoz seldomly there's not even a single light

I tried to ask direction to people that I meet but all of them just point to different directions

I then bought a compass but it just spins around like mad

Finally I bought a smart gps, with an automatic navigation and neat sounds...
But all it did was beep beep and beep
And i'm the one that's being mad this time so I just throw that stupid thing away

And then I realized
I was asking directions to the wrong place
I should've come to God

-AHK-